Oh my....

...as if I couldn't get any more confused this pregnancy. Went to my high risk dr today. Good news, baby looks awesome. He measured 4lbs 14oz. Big boy!!!! That's big, considering how far along I am. Anyways, the confusing part was that I have funneling again and my cervix measured 2.1....which means it is thinning. Both of my dr's did not seem too concerned. The thing is, last time I had funneling and a shortened cervix, I was sent to the hospital for steroids and I ended up being in labor. And I don't feel it!!! SO I guess I just sit here and wait. Wait to see if I make it to tomorrow morning where I will go see my OB again and get hooked up to monitors to see if I'm contracting, to hopefully have some peace of mind over the weekend. So, still on this emotional roller coaster. Tuesday's appointment was awesome, everything looked great, thought I was gonna sail through another week. 2 days later, things look different and now we're on our toes again. Lesson in all this...trust in the Lord and lean not on my own understanding....or else I drive myself crazy! :) to be continued...